mid-term exams, quiz, assignments, projects.

thanks darling for the gifts.

happy 1st! :)

arlo arlo??

life is such a bitch.

i'm tired of working and studying at the same time. feel like giving up.

if only...

got back from phuket about a week ago. but i'm still having the holiday mood. feel like going for another holiday.

maybe during chinese new year week to somewhere near. probably to batam or genting. but i'm not too sure whether the company will shutdown for the entire week. hope i'll have a fat fat angbao from the company which i can use it for travelling.

holidays are addictive!

hey ya!! MIA-ed from here for quite some time already. i'm still alive and kicking. not to worry.

don't know why i've got this sudden urge to blog. so yup, logged into blogspot and here i am typing some rubbish.

just some short updates... i'm going into my second year in NUS. new year, new targets. i promise to work hard both academically and work. no more last minute studying.

k, gotta run. heading to the new shopping mall called city square mall at farrer park with fatty then sherlock holmes.

yep!

exam starts tmr. yup, on a saturday. having quality engineering paper. kinda worried.

don't have enough time to prepare my stuff.

hope i can really do well.

another paper on tues and last paper on thurs. yes! i'm so looking forward to thurs.

i can play and enjoy myself till 11 may then sch will start again for special term. i'm so gonna buy my wii before sch starts. yes!

special term will last for 2 mths and i'm taking 2 modules. all packed. night classes will be on mon to wed and friday. i've only thurs to rest. this is so gonna drain me out. exams again at the end of july.

no choice, for that piece of paper.

wan ping's 22nd birthday~

why the suddenly come back when i've gotten over you long ago? why was i soft-hearted again? why must you always do this?

finally, it's friday!!!

no work again.

so yup, the 4 of us are heading out on saturday to celebrate regina's advance bday. and i can use the car on saturday! yay!! kinda scary ah.. haven't been driving much recently.

hope this trip will treat as an encouragement for me to work hard towards my goal, to own a car. somehow i guess it will be 4yrs later. the school fees are sucking me dry. nvm, for my future!

actually nth much. okayy! i'm heading to bed.

good night!!

i guess the next post will be on regina's 22nd birthday!! old woman. hahaha! nvm, we'll still love you even if you're old.

i guess it's my first time saying this, weekdays passed real quick. it's a rare thing for jasmine to say.

i've been seriously very very very busy these few days. i got so stressed up at one point of time that i almost broke down. i could feel the sudden responsibility that i have to hold. everything's being thrown to me. it's really too much for me to handle.

somehow maybe my engineer thinks that it is time for me to takeover. i've been in this job for almost 6mths. i didn't even realise that i managed to survive for this long. i guess white hair will surface soon.

no work tmr. which is good somehow. i can finally rest and sleep till noon. these 4 hectic working days have totally drained me out. i'm so gonna play till i drop during the weekends. if not i'll just go bonkers.

sometimes i find life's a chore.

pokay!! i'm heading to bed.. good night!!

i'm so looking forward to next saturday!!!

the weekends always pass so quickly. it's just so annoying.

watched the movie 'my bloody valentine' yesterday. it's in 3D. gross and violent movie. definitely not for the weak heart.

there's Carling Cup finals tonight. Man Utd vs Tottenham. Man Utd for the win please. i'm so gonna watch it tonight. shld be exciting. haven't been watching soccer for full 90mins ever since i started working.

my soccer kaki left me for someone/something else. the times when someone is beside me whenever there's game on saturday. my best soccer kaki. hmmmm, nvm.. take care my friend and study hard.

yesterday’s dinner was a great one. met up with my buddies for dinner at amk. had japanese food cause someone! had been craving for it since i don’t know when. haha.

as usual, we just love to gossip and suan each other. yup, we find it kinda fun doing that. i haven’t been laughing so much lately. and i don’t know why. maybe because of school and work? i just feel very comfortable and free whenever i am with them. maybe we have seen the dark and ugly side of one another. so there’s just nothing to hide anymore.

quote of the day that wan ping and i came up with, we hate sunday because monday is coming. both of are just so sickening. we love baby boy, no girls, freaking bias. and peiwen loves to scold us because of that.

so yup, we discussed about wan ping’s 22nd birthday. hoho! 22 already. so fast. we are going to have japanese food again. puke~ most probably i’ll drive on that day. have to ask my dad again. hope he allows. if not i’ll just rent a car. i don’t care. we are going to those ulu ulu places and party all night long. no drink driving!

feeling kinda excited and definitely looking forward to that day. it has always been my dream to drive my friends around, picking and sending them home. maybe it’s just the initial stage only. who knows one day i’ll get sick of it and ask them to take bus home themselves. haha! they are so gonna kill me.

new event to look forward to in march.

i’m just sick of working. sometimes i ask myself, why do i have to go through this phase? life is just so boring on weekdays. wake up at 7 then go to work, slog your guts out and knock off at 6 or even later. after that, home and abit of tv and it’s bed time. and it just repeats every single day till you reach friday. then it’s saturday, you wanna go out to party but just too tired or lazy to ‘enlarge’ your social circle. or even when you’re out, you think about your work. how to do this, how to do that? then it’s sunday and you hate it so much because the routine is coming back to haunt you. slog your guts out for five days again.

hahah! i know, sounds damn emo. but this is just how much i hate working. but then, if you don’t work, you don’t get to buy stuff that you love. can’t get a car, buy high-end products, live in a condo.

dream job or a practical job? i still can’t decide. should i go for my dream job which i find that there’s not much prospects or a job which you don’t really like but you can earn big bucks with it.


`please give me more time.

oh my.. sony ericsson is gonna release a new eye candy called idou. just a tentative name. it looks like and has features of a htc touch phone.




good night!

please define habit.

after sending off yx at the airport tmr, i'm gonna be so damn serious about my sch work. no more playing. i'm gonna sacrifice some of my sleeping time. no more 8hrs of sleep.

i've been saying this for so many times and i don't think it seems to be working.

it's feb already and i haven't been studying hard enough. will be having final exams at the end of apr. so i'm left with 2mths. 2mths to catch up with my maths. gosh, it's difficult man. and i don't wanna retake that module. it will kill me. i've got no problem with quality control module cause i've been doing this for the past 5-6mths. engineering economy just requires more practice.

time! time! i just need more time.

hai, i also don't know what should i do. no one understands how i feel. how desperate i need help for my maths. whatever.

for the first time in 9years, we talked, thru msn.

just when i was listening to the song, I Knew I Loved You by Savage Garden, his msn name appeared on my taskbar with the orange light blinking. i thought, it was just some virus thingy. but i was wrong, he asked me whether i happen to be at a particular place on friday. too bad, it wasn't me. i wasn't there. i was having class. haha!

chatted a little. asked about his plans after army, some words of encouragement. didn't really dare to ask much. but i'm contented. never will i expect him to msn me since things didn't end well back then.

oh well! great thing to end my day :)

i only did a tutorial question. how great.. please give me a slap so that i can wake up.

i was back from bintan quite some time ago. too busy or maybe too lazy to blog.

came back on sunday evening and i had to work the very next day. no leave to take. so my entire week was miserable, lack of sleep and was dreaming most of the time.

anyway, i'll update more with pictures soon.

gonna attend yingxiu's 21st birthday tonight at one degree 15, sentosa. kinda cool man!!

i hope this will the last weekend that i'll be going out. have to maintain some self-discipline. got to catch up with my work and finish my tutorials. mid-term exams are coming soon. like in 2weeks' time. panic!

so yup. i'll try not to go out.

see ya!

different.

it's chinese new year eve eve today.

packed my room today. threw lots of stuff away. i spent 5hrs cleaning my room. super tired now.

had my own family reunion dinner just now. yum yum! good food makes me happy :)

tmr will be reunion dinner at my grandma's place. excited! good food again! hope i can drive again tmr. so addicted to driving. so wanna get a car for myself. haha! but i'm still not earning enough to comfortably own one.

no work for the whole of next week. good! and then, it's bintan time on friday! yes! play till i drop! and also get my fair legs some vitamin D.

i guess my chinese new year won't be an enjoyable one. my chinese new year angbaos, 2 tutorials to complete and one CA which weighs 20% of my final grade. engineering maths somemore. i'm so gonna flunk my maths.

nvm.. it's chinese new year! let's not talk about unhappy stuff.

anw, HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!! enjoy your holidays!!

a tiring yet enjoyable weekend.

it's back to work tmr. it has become a norm that i whine about how much i dread going to work the next day. eeesh!

let's talk abit on my first week of school. hmmm, can say it's nice and miserable. weird hur!

nice because i've actually studied similar stuff before. one is quality engineering and the other, engineering economy.

quality engineering module is like a combination of stats, quality control and six sigma modules in poly. as for engineering economy, it's ECD man! engineering cost decision. not that bad for me, for now.

but the worst is engineering maths. i can sense the difficultness from the module name. i don't understand a single thing in lecture. i need someone to teach me 'A' maths man.. any patient tutor? this is killing me.

textbooks are the next killer. they are heavy and expensive. one can cost up to $50.

alright! i just gotta endure for another week and it's CNY. one whole week break and it's bintan time!! i'm gonna play till i go crazy. because the next public holiday will be good friday. that's like 2mths+ after CNY.

anyway, enjoy your week!! and i still hate you!