finally today i'm out of the house ... actually had lunch appointment wif my ex-colleague but i also dunno y it was cancelled without me knowing ... nvm then ... it was still early so i went back to bed ... sleep till 2plus den wake up to go find the guess wallet ...
today's a damn bloody bad day ... seriously i hate today, 15 dec ... first i went to raffles city to look for the guess wallet wif a veri happy heart coz i tot sure have ... but den, don have ... out of stock ... den i went down to vivocity ... coz we saw it there ... don have again ... last friday i went there, it's still on display ... i shld have bought it lahh ... so dumb ... vivo don have den i damn not happy alreadi lo ... so i tell myself ... i die die today mus get tat wallet ... went down to orchard paragon, CK tangs, taka and scotts ... all the guess stores in the whole s'pore i went alreadi ... even the departmental stores also don have ... veri demoralized ... i spent like 3hrs plus looking for it but i jus cant find tat color ... every store i open my damn bloody mouth to ask ... so it ended off wif me walking out of the store with a stupid fake smile ... ruin the plan sia ... no point la ... for a moment i damn angry den damn sad ... angry bcoz tat time i shld have bought it lahh ... sad coz i cant find it den say gonna buy tat as bday present alreadi ... arghhhhh !!! how how how ????
den now i really dunno wad to do liao lo ... the whole of s'pore also don have ... now i hope they re-stock den i can get it ... realli got no other choice ... but noone understands lahh ... i tried my very best to find it den still lidat ... i think the last resort is to go m'sia to buy ... i hope they have lahh .. if not i confirm die liao ... but JB got onli one store ... and den i don dare to go over myself ... die die ...
these few days not in a veri good mood ... i also dunno y ... bad tempered again ... walk till my knee pain again ... damn f*cked up ... bu gan xin ah ... aiya ... now jus pray hard tat they re-stock den can gif tat as the bday present ...
seriously, i really dunno wad to do now ... i felt so bad abt it but i can do nth ...
`zero appreciation ` or i shld stop brooding over it and get alife `everything have changed to something which i hate the most , ignorance`i'mgonnagiveupsoon