i want to cry already lahhh!! whatever man.. i give up!

another thing,
no news from anywhere for uni application. i'm dead. i should have studied harder and be more thick-skinned in class. what the heck!

guess that i've got to start looking for a full-time job, somewhere.

i don't like to work cause it will make you REAL emo. will start thinking of rubbish stuff and it's lifeless man.. no one to talk to, no one to play and joke with. that's worklife.

not that i'm having a difficult time at work. i'm doing very fine there. everyone there are nice to me. just that these 2weeks have really make me think alot about friends, life and myself.

though i'm like 21 this year, i admit, i'm not independent. i depend alot on my mom. i'm too afraid to step out of my comfort zone. too afraid to see and face the real world. too afraid to make mistakes. too afraid to ask.

nvm, just got to learn to grow up. i hate to pretend but sometimes there's a need to.